clairepoems: choices

Friday, October 21, 2005

choices

there is a secret
there is a message
there is a path
there is a way

secrets filled my identity
secrets that feeds on everything in me
they dig into my heart
they dig into my soul

there is a message
they told me so
there is a message
that i'm dying to know

the voices tell me
that i'd never see
all the secrets
they're hiding from me

they kept me blind
they kept me deaf
they kept me numb
but still i'm alive

i could hear voices
i could hear gossips
i could hear rumors
but everything's a lie

there is a path
i believe
a path i could take
a path i could make

there is a way
they say
a way to happiness
a way to sadness

but of all the secrets
of all the messages
what should i listen to
which of them are true

there is a path
there is a way
but what should i make
what should i take

i am confused
of all that's happening
i am conflicted
tired of running

i must believe
i must decide
i must defend myself
and fight for my right